The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
Good morning



So its finally weekend:) Plans for it? Birthday party today and spend quality time with parents tomorrow. Thats about it. Til text time, tjatja
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Monday, March 09, 2009
Forever and Always, I will Love You



I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
and your kind, thoughtful way,
the joy that you bring
to my life every day.
I love you today
as I have from the start,
and I'll love you forever
with all of my heart

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away;
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you,
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your heart,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever and Always,
I will Love You."

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I Will Love You Forever




Love is you.
Love is me.
Love is something you can't see.
Love is nice.
Love is sweet.
Love will sweep you off your feet.
Love is soft.
Love is best.
You can feel love in your chest.
Love is great.
Love is kind.
Love is always on my mind.
Love is special.
Love you chearish.
My love for you will never parish.

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Thursday, February 19, 2009
lonely



Was talking to my girlfriend over Skype and this was the result of it. I’ve seen something like it somewhere before but it suits perfect on how I felt and still feel. I miss you like crazy.

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I miss you!


You flew away to Spain,
I stayed home in the Swedish rain.
One and a half week has passed by,
While you where gone that time didn’t fly.
I could kill time by flying like a swan,
There is something missing when you are gone,
Over the past I’ve become much stronger,
But I cant bear this wait any longer.
Good thing you are returning tomorrow,
For all the weekend I will you borrow.
There is a surprise for your return,
It’s not something big but something you earn.
Trying out a few new places,
Betting there will be many smiling faces.
Making me feel like my head up in space,
Same time filling my heart with grace.
In twenty four hours we will be kissing,
Forgetting that time we been missing.

Please come home,
I miss you!
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Friday, July 18, 2008
To my truly best friend


Written: 2008/04/11

To my truly best friend
I will stick to you until the end.
When I think of you I get a smile on my face,
It’s like playing poker and get four ace.
If the thinking gets to messy
Just pick up the phone and we make it unmessy.
I got no clue what to do if you where gone,
So please promise me to hold on.
All those smiles and funny moments we share,
It would be to much for one person to bare.
You see it takes two to do what we do,
So in the end I need you to.
There is a lot of fun things in our path,
Trust me when I tell you it will be a blast.
So the day when standing in the rain,
Think ofwhat we have and try forgetting the pain.
If things starts getting insane,
We will be here making sure you stick to the right lane.
We cant forget the past with drinking and partying all night long
But if you think of it the dance floor is playing our song.
Its ok to be sad now and then,
but remember.. I will ALWAYS be your friend.
Somehow it feels we are falling a part,
But you are the one mended this broken heart.
All tose long night talks over the phone,
We just kept on talking so I wasent a lone.
But our joury we have havent come to an end,
And I hope you don't think that just because I nowdays have a girlfriend.
I know its hard to find time to get it to fit,
But I rated find that time that just to split.
So can we please go out in the garden and play?
Everything will be okay.


Written like three month ago to my best friend. Added everything behind "I will ALWAYS be your friend." today. Nowdays we don´t talk that much any more. But it's a good reminder who we hold close to our heart and the once that means something. You are one of those special onces and I hope you never forget that.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Du träffar alltid rätt



Vi har så många sinnen,
Många av dem har varit med o skapat fina minnen.
Du vet jag menar det jag säger,
Även de dagar jag går i trasiga kläder.
Älskar helgerna när vi ligger på stranden,
lika mycket som dagarna vi går på stan o håller haden.
Stannar till mitt på vägen o ger dig en kyss,
Även du fick en precis alldeles nyss.
Om du undrar varför jag går där bak,
Är det just för att titta på din fina bak.
Kan inte få nog av dej,
Du är en sån otriligt bra tjej.

Det känns som vi kännt varandra hela livet,
Ändå har vi aldrig tagit varandra för givet.
Söta lappar här och där,
Gulliga sms när du inte e här.
Du träffar alltid rätt,
Är det detta som gör en komplett?

Det är de små sakerna som gör mig glad,
De små sakerna som gör att man orkar med varje dag.
Hjälper mig när det är tungt,
Hoppas jag gör hjälper dig så det förblir lungt.
Alltid glad i hågen,
Tappat sju kilo när jag ställer mig på vågen.

Hoppas han där uppe inte sätter mig i skuld,
För ditt änglahjärta är definitivt av guld.
Du är det bästa jag vet,
Ändå har du inte gjort mig fet.
Vill vara med dig hela tiden,
Ligga i din säng ombäddad i siden.
När vi älskar står tiden still,
I dina ögon ser jag allt jag vill.
När jag tänker på dig får jag fjärillar i magen,
Den bra känslan varar hela dagen.
Hoppas vi varar för evigt,
Det vi har är något långvarigt.
Jag tror i varje fall att det är så,
Men det är ju något för framtiden då.
Vi lever ju trots allt för dagen,
Även vi måste planera lite för morgondagen.

Vill ju inte vara kvar på samma place om några år,
Snacka om djup ångest och förmodligen en och annan tår.
Tänk om man inte kommit någon stans,
Då tror jag livet tappar sin glans.
Även livet tar sina sävngar ibland,
Så vet jag att jag alltid har din hand.

Så himla happy att jag träffat dig,
Väldigt tacksam att du valde just mig.
Du tar fram det bästa ur mig,
Jag har aldrig tråkigt med dig.

Jag älskar dig My,
Det vill jag du ska veta.

//Din Tiger

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
You & Me


You and me, we are together, almost every day together alone.
But one day the day comes I have to go home,
Home to my loneliness and pass on some time without you.
Time starts to move slowly like syrup
And when I try to think that, that I will se you soon again,
Flows the thought through the fingers.
Times becomes hard while the hours passes and the thought of you sitting there,
You are there alone and the thought of you sitting there alone doesn’t make it easy to forget.
I like so very much, and every day I want to spend with you.
But when I travel home then we are apart in a world we should face together,
Because then we are strong.
If the world is so beautiful when I'm standing next to you,
With my hand in yours and your eyes express everything I want and it's exactly what I want.
I actually got you now. But why dose it have to be so hard?
It becomes harder when you mention it even it starts to lighten up a bit
Inside my head it's only you and no one else.
Perhaps the though of you and me against the world is just an imagination but that thought makes me so calm.
You make me feel so beautiful and safe in your arms and I could probably build my little home.
Because there I’ll never feel alone or freeze. Should I do it?
Build my little happy place in your arms,
Then I’ll never have to drive that car again,
Never leave your side. Never miss you,
Never long for you.
How easy it would be, but I know it will never be that simple.
Because next time Il take the car home and I will miss you like crazy…
The truth actually hurts, but the truth is that I like you.
I really like you, perhaps I even love you. Because you are the one you are.
You are a wonderful creation, in all its forms.
Never meet someone like you before,
Never even though it was possible,
But now it’s proven. In the darkest room there are people like you.
That lights you and helps you find the light switch and I think that’s what you do,
Helping me when it’s though and I hope I help you as much in return
When it’s hard for you to se where the light switch is
So in the end it stays bright for a while…
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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Horny




Was horny and was playing around in photoshop.

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Monday, May 26, 2008
Dominate me


Dominate Me
Hold me down
Do what you wish
Make my heart pound

Dominate me
Play my game
Whips and handcuffs
Make me feel the pain

Dominate me
Suck on my dick
Pull my hair
Make me cum quick

Dominate me
I like it rough
Scratches on my back
I can't get enough

Dominate me
Do me wrong
Make me scream
All night long


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Was home last night "celibrating" mothers day and once I went to bed after a long talk over the phone whith my gf this came out. Was quite horny :|

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Monday, May 19, 2008
New background
Working on a new theme for vista and here is the wallpaper for it.

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Monday, May 05, 2008
Wednesday - Sunday
What a great time :)

So what happened last week? Four parties, wow. Not bad for a 26 year old :P Pictures on facebook. So what did I do today day? I was quite bored waiting for my sweet love to come home from Prag so I spent basically the entire day "fixing" up my desktop on my computer. Want to see the end result?



Quite pleased with it myself :)

Now.. Baby can you please come home… I miss you like CRAZY! One yhea and I had taco dinner with my best friends as well. Just got home that’s why the late post.
That’s about it. So until next time. Have fun :)
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
I think I’m falling for you



Laying next to you, staring at the moon
Makes my pain go away
You wash away my scars

Whispering sweet nothings into my ears
Always puts a smile on my face
Your words make it seem impossible for tears

When you laugh, it drives ma crazier for you
And when you hold my hand, I love the way you hold it
I'm falling in love with every little thing you do

You make everything feel right
I think I’m falling for you
I want to be in your arms every night

I just wanted to tell you...
Falling in love is great
But falling for you, is great times two
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
Tattoo



I´ve been thinking on it for a long time but never got the guts to do it. But at least I´m one step closer on deciding what to get.
Location: My right wrist on the backside.
Plans to do it: Next month.

Hope it works out ;)

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posted by Andreas @ 15:50   2 comments
Life




I’ve seen the world with these two eyes.
A movie played inside my mind.
I’ve traveled the seas in half the time
Without ever leaving home.

I’ve spread my wings but didn’t fly
I’ve touched heaven, but I didn’t die
Had the chance to ask God why
Without ever receiving an answer.

I’ve count the stars and made to ten
Lost track and had to start again.
People laughed, but that’s how we make friends
Without ever knowing their name.

I’ve loved completely and watched them leave
I tell the story—some don’t believe
Let them go or did you flee?
Without seeing what tomorrow brings.

I’ve cried like I would never smile
Walked in darkness for half a mile
Saw the sun in the distance for a small while
Without ever feeling its rays.

I’ve walked the beaches—tasted the breeze
There was a time that I’ve felt free.
Touched my soul and let life be
Without any regrets to hold.

I’ve laughed until I could not breathe
Gasped for air and let people see
There’s so much more inside of me
Without speaking a word.

I’ve held the wonders of the earth
Experienced the beauty since my birth.
Moments made filled with mirth
Without spending a dime.

I’ve faced my fears with a stern face
Let them know that they knew their place.
Life is mine to feel safe
Without worrying what’s beyond the corner.

I’ve seen it all, yet know there’s more
Some steps I’ve relived before.
But I’ll keep walking across the floor
Without knowing where each step falls.

I know the dangers. I know the cost
But I know my life is never lost.
So I’ll keep living with my unknown cause
Without asking for anything in return.

I’ll gain some friends—some memories, too
To myself, I vow to be true.
And I’ll push myself to make it through
Without giving myself the chance to fail.

This is life—it’s what you make it
Take it now, but please don’t break it.
Life does not come with a life time guarantee
It’s yours to take without knowing what it will be.

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Sunday, March 09, 2008
Ordinary weekend


I woke from a dream,
Only to scream.
What did I do last night?
Was I all right?
So I grabbed my head,
As I sat in my bed
And turn on the led.
I dreamt again,
Only I began to sin,
From the urge within.
I tried to find,
The thing that blew my mind.
How did we end up at my place?
You still got a gorgeous face.
After all the whine,
You still look fine.
So I lay down for some rest,
Grabbed some random breast,
Tomorrow I guess I will take the test.
Now happy, Not sad
I seem to be more glad
Lying in bed,
Beating my head.

Thanks to Martin, Daniel, Freddy, Johan, Olle and everyone else for making it a great weekend. Se you next Saturday ;)

So what’s new? Was a while ago I updated. Not a lot going on right now. Party on weekends and work in the week. It’s been quite a lot lately. But now it all the hard work finally pays off. Starting on the new job tomorrow. A new challenge to conquer :) I’ve learned a lot this past year and everything is going quite well. Guess that’s about it. So until next time, Tadaaaa…

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Friday, March 07, 2008
Seriously



If we want to be serious
we have admit:
We've been delirious
when it comes to the way we commit.
Maybe our eyes have wondered.
Maybe our minds have strayed.
What thoughts have we pondered?
What dreams have we played?
If you want to be serious,
You'd better treat me right.
If you want to be delirious,
You're sleeping alone tonight!


Seriously... How should you know what you want, before you try it?

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Aint no party like the Z-mans party cos the Z-man partying never stops!


Last time I was in a relationship(serious one) I told myself the time of party was over. But man was I wrong. Previous year was one long crazy party. Never had I had this much fun in a so long period of time. There is always something going down. Its doomed to happen but in the back of my head I’m worried. I'm I becoming an alcoholic? A friend once told me "The worst part of alcoholism is that you have so much fun getting there". I think she was right. Getting together a bunch of friends having a few beers and drinks, playing all sorts of fucked up games is a blast. But having a beer or something similar (including any type of %) two to four drinks a week can't be healthy for anyone. But I’m not complaining now, I’m just saying it can’t be good in the long run. Last year was no exception. Worst part was the summer... Even there was rain most of the time. But Lilla Torg is the place to be, lots of new faces and friends mingling together to have a great time to later on move on to some disco for some ass shaking. We started the Monday club but the day after was the Thursday club… I’m guessing you are getting the picture. A party on every day seven days a week. When the place closes we go to the after party which often includes someone passes out or call some random stranger they hooked up at the bar to get some night loving. Even its just for that night. Me and my dear close friend talked about this just the other day. It's funny in a way. Why do we never ever hit on the girls to get some "one night love". Or have we come to our sense that it actually gives nothing except a orgasm we can get on our own. Sure sex is awesome now and then :) And a live in celibate isn’t my cup of tea. Or is it the fact that we have so much fun we forget it. I think its the last one. This year started of course with a huge party and dancing all night long. All in the mix of balanced consumed drinks and beers together with my best friends. Wired part was, once the night was closing down on us we already was planning next weekend’s adventure. So it has continued from the first of January to this writhing moment. Friday will be a party at my place and later on KB(Yes I love that place:). In the morning we are heading of to Copenhagen to buy beer and booz for next upcoming event =). Have I become a party monster? I seriously don't care because this is to much fun turning down. Still… There is a poetic in there wanting to get out. But now is not the time. So until I se you next time. Have fun and REMEMBER “Aint no party like the Z-mans party cos the Z-man partying never stops!” - Mette

PeaceLoveAndUnderstanding

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Sunday, January 06, 2008
2007


Now that this year
has come to an end,
I just want to say,
I love you my friends.

Being on a restaurant
at this late hour,
Being with friends
will give me power.

Strength through the year
of 2008
I just know for sure
it will be great!

Our slates wiped clean
and hopes so high
for new friends and family
to be near everynight.

Memories we'll make
to last for the year
will always be with us.
A light though fear.

My resolution this time,
Isn't quite clear.
But in time I will find,
What I hold dear!

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Monday, September 03, 2007
Belief



Give your belief, give your life and give your faith,
For the future you want to reach.
Its only you who can say stop,
You are the only one knowing how far you want to go.

And you give your belief, your life and your faith,
For the future you want to have.
You believe with your soul and your body,
You want others to understand.

When given everything, your entire life,
For a future you want to live.
Then you have taken the hardest step,
And you notice the choices your made where right.

But then there is a no from nowhere,
And the future you dreamt of becomes cold.
You wish you didn’t exist,
You just want to fall…

You accept your big losses,
And you take it with tears and calm.
Knowing you fought for dust to dust,
You’re good, but have to continue believing.

When you lost life and its desire,
Then your raise again from the fall.
Because now you know who you truly are,
Starts the first day in your life.

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Life is good


När hela ditt liv faller i bitar
När hela du känner att du får slita
Håll dig vaken nu
Det här e jag här & nu
Kan bara sätta mig ner
Se mig omkring, där är folk som ler
Glädjen smittar,
Helt plöttsligt sitter jag där fnittrar.
Har du glömt det du lovade dig själv?
Du behöver inte vara ensam ikväll
Vänner kommer och går
Vissa stannar mer än ett par år
Vissa har vi bara för det går
Jobbet har förändrats en del,
Jag med och det är inte fel.
Så nu sitter jag här, ler för mig själv.
Sju månader på det nya jobbet idag,
Grattis Andreas detdär fixade du bra.



Kan absolut inte säga att livet är tråkigt just nu. Händer så mycket och så fort. Det har varit tufft, utan tvekan. Men i slutändan blev det bra ändå. Finns ju ingen anledning att deppa. Titta framåt o fortsätt peppe. Många nya resor att se fram emot och nya minnen som förgyller.
Rolling Stones, Lilla Torg, Harrys, Per Gessle, Liseberg för att bara nämna några som varit. Oslo, Thailand, Australien och en ögon operation att se fram emot. Det e gott helt enkelt. Inte så mycket att säga merän: Life is good =)

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Saturday, July 28, 2007
Time, Life


Time flys by so fast,
Memorys fading from the past.
New once are made,
While old once fade.
Happy but a lone,
Friends are not there when I get home.
My head up high,
I just want to fly.
Butterflies and bees,
How can this be.
Me laughing and smiling,
A few month ago I though I was dieing.
A battle within,
Finaly got out of the mess I was in.
How come you beeing so cute,
Are you to good to be true?
Come take my breaht away,
I do want you in that special way.
Love changed me forever more,
This time I'm ready to open the door.
If things turn out nice,
Then I welcome this surprise.


I don't know how this happend. But there is something about you that makes me long for more. This upcoming friday will be awsome in every possible way :)

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Sunday, July 22, 2007
How Much is Your Body Worht?
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
A house is not always a home



They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder. What they never tell you, however – what no one ever wants to bring up – is how much, and how deeply, it hurts. When someone you love and care for is far away from you, it’s like a piece of your heart has been torn away by some dark, unseen hand or force. The minutes are like years, and each lonely night stretches into eternity as you’re left to lie awake and wonder. Where are they now? What are they thinking about? Are they safe? Are they well? Are they thinking of you? These are questions that won’t be truly answered until the missing half of your heart walks back into your arms – or, on some unfortunate occasions, not at all.

And you worry. Even if there seems to be no rational reason to, you find yourself afraid that something will happen, no matter how impossible or how ridiculous that seems. You tell yourself over and over that everything’s fine, but despite your sound reasoning and good logic, you never quite convince yourself. It’s hard, missing someone while they’re gone, but at least you know you’ll see them again.

Unless, that is, the reason they’re missing is because they’ve been taken.

Then, there are no good comebacks to your worries. What if they’re hurt? What if they’re lost? What if they’re…? Some things you don’t even want to think about – but they’re there anyway, lurking in the back of your mind like a cancer that won’t go away, lying dormant but always ready to spring during a weak moment, or when you’ve let your guard down. But the worst part of all, perhaps, is that you always feel guilty – as if somehow it’s all your fault that it happened, as if you are the one putting them in danger. It’s hard to forget that you’re supposed to protect them, take care of them, save them – and even harder to forgive yourself.

There’s no place like home – especially after spending years away from it. Just that feeling of knowing where you are, of knowing you belong… it could bring a grown man to tears. Even the coldest of hearts has a soft spot for that which we call a home – no matter how small or how well-hidden, it’s there, somewhere. Though some of us are more inclined to venture out into the world than to stay put, even a wanderer’s path may lead him to where he belongs, if he only follows his heart… for a home, you must understand, is not simply just a house – nor is it necessarily where your roots lie. It is where you are welcome, where you are happy, where you are loved… and a place which you welcome and love in return. It is a sanctuary, a hiding place, a safe place… sometimes the only place in the world where you can relax and rest. Home is where your heart is.

A house is not always a home – after all, it’s not the walls and the roof that make a home, but rather what’s inside. Home may be a bench, a forest, a tree, or even the dark space under a sink. Depending on who you are, what you want, and where your heart lies, home can be anything, or anywhere… even inside your own head.


Who knew there was life beyond death?
You never thought of it, never wanted to;
You feared it above all other things.
Yet now there is nothing left to fear,
For there’s nothing left now to lose.

Where are you, what world have you found?
A world of sand and sky and sun,
A world away from the world you loved.
You cannot hear the comforting song
Of the waves that once were home.

Where is she, the one that you loved?
She was taken, just as you were, too
You’ve lost her again, and this time you know
There is no hope of getting her back.
She’s been taken from you for the last time.

What have you got left, when there’s nothing to lose?
Not much but the clothes on your back.
You’ve still got your compass, but what good is it
When you’ve got nowhere left you can go?
This is your home now, and that’s all you know.

Who knew there was pain beyond death?
You never knew it, never wanted to;
Yet now you are learning first-hand.
For now there is nothing left to fear,
Only emptiness, loneliness, despair.

But wait – what is it that has found you
In a world you thought was barren?
Something moves o’er the horizon,
Something promising the chance to escape,
A promise you know you can’t trust.

Is it real, or is it just another mirage?
You’ve had hallucinations enough to last months,
Memories of joys in your life of the past
That you brought to life in your death.
Yet this time the image won’t fade.

Is this just another cruel trick of your eyes?
You’re afraid, so afraid to believe otherwise.
Yet the promise you distrust continues to sail –
Yes, sail over the waves of the sand.
It is coming, though you doubt it, for you.

How is this possible, how can this be?
Yet… what rules are there that prevent it?
No logic lives in this dry world of desert,
No reason to prove this can’t happen.
Perhaps you are not as lost as you thought.

Who knew there was hope beyond death?
You’d never guessed it, never wanted to find out,
Yet now you can feel that it's true.
For the ship that now comes for you at last
Gives you hope for a new life past death.

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Sunday, June 17, 2007
I grow up...


The days add up while the night's sky sets up, the sun closes up,
and I?
Well, I grow up.

My Hands have changed, the shake now a measure of age,
I thought I might but I'll never honestly always be right,
And, I'm growing up.

The days linger, discovery unchanged. They’re still the SAME!
Their Authority continues, thick, stuck, hung up on orders to care,
And only, I'm growing up.

Fights with my soul, just based on new reasons,
Love still hurts, rips and shreds my head to pieces,
And only now, I'm growing up.

I trick everyone's ears away from my actual years,
While I'll never be allowed to run in the rain, ever,
And only now I, I'm growing up.

I realize, if only in vain, how everyone persists to be pretty perfectly insane,
We'll always have abusive habits just like our kids, yet ours aren't suggested,
And only now I realize, I'm growing up.

Mornings find companionship in a moaning groan,
Yesterdays will endure forever as true lessons,
And only now I realize this, I'm growing up.

Generations remain distorted with misunderstood relations,
Accomplishment will always be a condiment for the opulent,
And only now I realize this; I'm still growing up.

The days tally up, the night stars fall down while sun's smile brightens up,
and me?
Well I'll always still be growing up.

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Inspired by the previous, made in my own words;)

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posted by Andreas @ 23:02   0 comments
As we grow up...
Original: http://www.scrapbook.com/quotes/doc/6987/71.html

As we grow up,
We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed ever let you down
probably will.. You'll fight with your best friend..
You will have your heart broken,
probably more than once,
and it's harder every time..
You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken..

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did..
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love..
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty
seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.


Found this surfing the web and it just hit me. That's the truth right there

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posted by Andreas @ 22:23   0 comments
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Grattis! Du är en dålig mäniska


De bor i våra huven.
De små moraliska trafikpoliserna som vill bringa reda. Kanske har du stött på dem?
De är raka i ryggen, bär oklanderlig uniform och vita handskar, och är alltid redo att bedöma hur vi sköter oss på fritiden. För nu är det ju vår. Och därmed ska de dåliga, fula moralist förkastliga handlingarna av typen "kolla-på-tv-hela-dan", dirigeras till den ena filen. Det Goda Levandet däremot (med sitt hurtiga toppluve-led-ord Friska Luften) Får färdas i den andra.

Trots att du innerst inne vet att det små poliserna går runt i en villfarlse- nämligen att de skulle finnas handlingar som, som oavsett konsekvenser, är fina/fula i sig- så slår du snabbt undan tanken att det som får dig att bra (som att sova länge när du är trött) faktiskt skulle kunna vara bra. Istället köper du hela listan av bisarra kriterier alternativt betalar gladeligen med ditt dåliga samvete. Kritisera då? De är smått fantastiska: Grad av aktivitet(Ju högre desto bättre. Pilla sig i navlen - dåligt. Spela fotboll, jogga eller köra en runda mingolf - föredömligt). Tidpunkt på dygnet (Följa teveserier kvällstid - någorlunda acceptabelt. Samma serie på förmiddagen - spöstraff). Val av plats (En handling inom hus, tex ligga i horisontellt läge i sängen - usch. Identiskt handlig i en park - ahh bra där!). Sällskap (Gå o kolla nya "Pirates of the Caribbean" själv - aj aj aj. Släpa med dig valfri bekant i tolvårsåldern - betydligt mer reko). Historia (Här ruvar den lustiga föreställningen att äldre aktiveter, typ lägga pussel eller läsa ”en god bok” per definition skulle vara bättre än att t ex spela dataspel. Dataspel är djävulen påfund och göra folk puckade. Fast det viste du förstås redan).

Lyckligtvis finns det sätt att lura polisen. En av mina kära vänner påpekade att bakfylla är särdeles effektivt för ändamålet. DÅ släpper nämligen alla hämningar. DÅ förtränger han det dåliga samvetet, drar för gardinerna, kollar "Heroes" i 22 timmar och käkar pizza i sängen. Eller som en kompis uttryckte sig en gång: "Man ska karma sin dåliga människa."

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posted by Andreas @ 14:34   0 comments
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I killed myself


Lyrics for a song I'v been working on, just a scrap.


You know I killed myself
when entering the labyrinth of my mind.

Somehow I thought I would be just fine,
but then the day came and I didn’t know
what’s right and what’s wrong.

I started sing on this song
the guitars started to play along.

Can you hear the beat of my heart?
The marching beat of something incomplete
something is missing.

Where is all the kissing?
Where is that gentle touch?
Where is that voice that breaks my heart?
Where is the girl I cherish so much?

You know I killed myself
when entering the labyrinth of my mind.

Somehow I thought I would be just fine,
but then the day came and I didn’t know
what’s right and what’s wrong.

Let me start to apologize of the things that I sad
I hurt you in a way no one ever should have to feel.

I’m sorry for the things that Iv done
Trust me if I only could turn back the time
knowing what I know today.
I would react in a different way.

But now the damage is done
I look up at the stars hoping
you think of me the way I think of you.
Because baby, I’m simply lost without you.

You bring out the best in me,
making me feel the way it should be
when you can call yourself complete.

I asked for forgiveness once
a slap in the face what I deserved.
Thank you for making me wake up.


You know I killed myself
when entering the labyrinth of my mind.

Somehow I thought I would be just fine,
but then the day came and I didn’t know
what’s right and what’s wrong.

I fucking hate not being in control
But something you just have to trust in time and let it roll.
So I look at you today by dear
telling you there is nothing here to fear.

Except entering the labyrinth of my mind
but if we are together we will do just fine.

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posted by Andreas @ 13:51   0 comments
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Dagens sanning/asgarv
Andreas says:
Jag vill ha en stadig flicka som inte är cepe i huvet
freddy billqvist says:
men det finns ju inte, bara på film du vet

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posted by Andreas @ 20:17   0 comments
Friday, May 11, 2007
Light insomnia?


I have this feeling inside, I’m so fucking tired but once in my bed. I close my eyes but the eyelids keep flipping. Somehow I don’t fall asleep. It’s a frustrating feeling, think I slept like 7h this week.
It’s been quite here lately. I kept myself away from the thinking by just being. But the thing is, every routine has been replaced with a new one and poetry is just words mixed up and they are hard to understand. It’s my words, for someone else they might have a different meaning. Then again, this is my blogg so I write whatever I want :) The new job offer in a foreign country is the new goal right now. Then again writing poetry about work just doesn’t seem to add up. My feelings and thoughts are out. Feel free to judge me, I don’t care;) My diary is kept private. Cool news is all the poetry I written during this time was discovered a few weeks ago and some of it will be converted to music. To hear your own words in lyrics is quite the ego boost :) So M if you read this, thanks for understanding and the time you put in it. It will be hosted on my website and links will follow when the song(s) are completed.
All so Linkin Park’s - Leave Out All The Rest on there new album Minutes To Midnight is awesome (the complete album is all so two thumbs up).
Summer is coming up and it seems like it will be one of the hottest ever, at least that’s what I’m hoping for. I have this intuition that I have a big order coming in at work today :) Hopefully it will compensate for a slow week.
Everything will be better from here on and I feel great(even with the lack of sleep:) and alive. So do you it seems, that’s great news! This weekend will be spent in Stockholm. A good get away as always.
So until next time. Big kiss!
Over and out.

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posted by Andreas @ 03:48   0 comments
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Come take my breath away


Come take my breath away,
I want you in a special way.
There’s a reason for all,
Even when you fall.
Stand up on your feet,
Do you dear making yourself complete?
Is it a sin to want something to much,
Or that I very much like your touch?
Let’s take things slow
Get to know me and I might open the door


Can’t sleep. But at least something good came out of it :)

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posted by Andreas @ 05:40   0 comments
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Peaceful Warrior


What a wonderful movie. Not only does it get you thinking about your own personal life and the choices we made to get where we are today. But it uplifts the things that matters in life. Nick Nolte plays the strange character Socrates how teaches Dan Millman(Scott Mechlowicze, a new star is born I believe) what’s important in life, live for the moment not the destination.
Dan is an A-class student how has everything, the girls, money and of course his dreams. But when he meets Socrate everything changes. Dan had his dream set on win the Olympics in gymnastics. The destination was set but he forgot the journey how to get there. There are many memorable quotes in this movie like:

“Everything has a purpose, even this, and it's up to you to find it.”

“A warrior does not give up what he loves, he finds the love in what he does”

“I call myself a Peaceful Warrior... because the battles we fight are on the inside”

“This moment is the only thing that matters.”

“The journey is what brings us happiness not the destination.”

“The ones who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most.”

“A warrior is not about perfection or victory or invulnerability. He's about absolute vulnerability.”

“There is no starting or stopping - only doing.”

“Where are you?
- Here.
What time is it?
- Now.
What are you?
-This moment.”

It seriously got my thinking of what I have become and that there are no ordinary moments in life. I give this movie 8/10 and it’s worth your time. Two hours well spend I’d say. I lost a best friend a while back and that person reminded me of Dans character in this movie. I wish there were more I could do but there aren’t. We sometimes during our time start a war on the inside, lucky me I’ve already won mine and know who I am. I always sad you can do whatever you want and only the mind controls you and some have boundrays what’s possible and what’s not. I'm a fighter, What tells you the resualt may come out the same if you try again and again and again? This movie delivers where it should, straight to your heart. In this day of the much necessary age of awareness I HIGHLY recommend anyone who wants to be better and even be the best they can be to go and watch this film..

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posted by Andreas @ 20:02   0 comments
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Karma


The road is long
Times are tough
Don't let that get you down.

The good
The bad
The happy
The sad
But don't let that get you down.

Obstacles are many
The rewards if any
Are somewhat always in short.

Remember be strong
You'll make it all along
Even when people think you wrong.

For there are no shortage of pricks,
Trying to get there kicks
At knocking the good people down.

But remember when you succed
They will be down on their knees
Begging for forgiveness and reverence.

Laugh in their face
And say with such grace
Get out of my face.

Everything you do has a consequence, everything you say will get back to you.
Everything changes with time, but keep in mind you affect it.
Treat everyone the way you want to be treated yourself.
Karma… It always comes back on you.

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posted by Andreas @ 19:53   0 comments

Unspoken Words

Name: Andreas
Home: Skåne, Sweden
About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel. And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force to be reckoned with. I think birthdays and holidays are special and I think writing is the best way of therapy. I'm honest because I've spent too many years hiding. So if you want to get to know me better, just ask. Or read on.
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