The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
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Saturday, March 31, 2007
Poetry
Poetry is like good mathematics
you have to look beneath
the words to find the meaning.

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posted by Andreas @ 19:45   0 comments
Almost
Forget the talk, come close.
You know I want the
torture of your almost, so
close but not close enough
touch. Come make me breathless.

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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posted by Andreas @ 19:44   0 comments
Home
Boxes filled, empty spaces shown.
A lifetime all packed up
All ready to move on
out, into an unwanted life.
No more home sweet home.

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posted by Andreas @ 19:44   0 comments
Forgot
I forgot you cared.
I forgot you felt.
I forgot you need.
I forgot your touch.
I forgot about everything
you chose to be then.

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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posted by Andreas @ 19:43   0 comments
Turning
They'll see me in the
car today and they will
never know my life is
changing right before their eyes
while the wheels are turning.

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez
posted by Andreas @ 19:43   0 comments
Today
Today is the last day
of knowing where home is
Today is the day that
changes everything I've ever known
Today, home becomes yesterday's life

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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posted by Andreas @ 19:43   0 comments
Speak Up
Never be ashamed of the
words. If you are thinking
of them, they are meant
to come out. So speak
up. The floor is yours.

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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posted by Andreas @ 19:42   0 comments
Tricks
How can I impress you
today? What kind of tricks
do I need to perform?
Let me show you that
I am worth the attention.

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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posted by Andreas @ 19:42   0 comments
Final Lock Up
Why did I have to
be the one who goes
to close the door of
my other life when I
barely can stand the pain?

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Maybe Life Is A Song, But You're Scared to Sing Along


This song was in the last episode of The O.C

"Patrick Park - Life is a Song"

You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past
There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness

Well is this why you cling to every little thing
And polverize and derrange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
Until the very ending

Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From the chains and shackles that they're in

Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
In a dark and storming sea
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
You say that you know that the good Lord's in control
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
You'll die like you're afraid to go

Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From chains and shackles that they're in
From the chains and shackles that they're in

Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all


I think it's about truly living life. "Maybe life is a song but you're scared to sing along". Scared of rejection, scared of failure but by not joining in you're really missing out on life.

The first stanza talks about the unpredictably of life: "there's no promises of peace or of happiness".

The second stanza says that that's why people don't take risks with their lives, because they're frightened, because there are no guarantees. And by the time you realise that it's almost too late and you're dying and there's nothing to do but think about all the opportunities you haven't taken.

Third stanza is saying that it's time to change all this. And it's going to be scary, letting go "of everything you used to know" but it means that when you die you'll be able to say that you've lived.

Fourth stanza. People always talk about being free but most of the time they're not really because they can't bring themselves to escape their own fears and truly take a risk. They use excuses like God and fate but at the end of the day we're all going to die so it makes no sense to waste your life being afraid.

And then the final stanza. Well you're right "life is a dream", but not for the reasons you think it is and it doesn't have to be. Life's a dream because so many people are afraid to live it. They just sleepwalk, going about their day-to-day lives and are possibly not happy but are too frightened to make a change. I think the line "we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall" is talking about all our expectations (society's expectations), all the material things that we think are important but at the end of the day it's all a "house of cards" because none of it is really real and important. The final line just takes us out of this material world and makes us appreciate how ridiculous all of these hopes are and how much of a wonder life is.

Fabulous song.
posted by Andreas @ 20:33   0 comments
Friday, March 23, 2007
One day...


One day maybe we will dance again
Under fiery skies
One day maybe you will love again
Love that never dies

One day maybe you will see the land
Touch skin with sand
You've been swimming in the lonely sea
With no company

Oh, don't you want to find?
Can't you hear this beauty in life?
The roads, the highs, breaking up your life
Can't you hear this beauty in life?

One day maybe you will cry again
Just like a child
You've gotta tie yourself to the mast my friend
And the storm will end

Oh, don't you want to find?
Can't you hear this beauty in life?
The times, the highs, breaking up your mind
Can't you hear this beauty in life?

Oh, you're too afraid to touch
Too afraid you'll like it too much
The roads, the times, breaking up your mind
Can't you hear this beauty in life?

One day maybe I will dance again
One day maybe I will love again
One day maybe we will dance again
You know you've gotta
Tie yourself to the mast my friend
And the storm will end
One day maybe you will love again
You've gotta tie yourself to the mast my friend
And the storm will end

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Thursday, March 22, 2007
A place...

A place to call your own
A place you can go to when you are on your own
A place where I can say that everything is mine
A place where I can spend my own time
A place so close to heaven
A place I wake up in and don’t feel alone
A place I worked so hard to get
A place I will never lose
A place where new dreams come true
A place I call my happy place
posted by Andreas @ 20:01   0 comments
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
"Mr. Perfect"


So this is me, "Mr. Perfect". The one that will always cover your back no matter what.
When the rain starts poring I will lend you my jacket.
When you are about to fall I will pick you up again.
When we are about to sit down to eat I will help you with the chair.
I will put sweet notes just to make you wonder where I put the next one.
When we are going somewhere I will open up the door for you.
When we are about to sleep, I will give you a good night kiss. Lay close to you for a while then move because I get to hot.
I will make breakfast for you, even if we aren’t going up at the same time. The paper will lay next to your favorite cup.
I’m open minded, we don’t have to like the same things or think alike. As long we can talk about it.
I will listen when needed someone to talk to; speak freely for I do not read minds.
I’ll always lend two extra hands when your own get full, just don’t forget to ask.
I will surprise you with gifts, not because I made something wrong, because I love to see that smile on your face.
I do not lie and I always tell the truth, even when it hurts.
Sharing is caring.
I’m someone you can lay a bit of your trust in knowing it won’t get abused.
I’m raised to be like this and I will never change for I do love my way of living.
I always give you the fullest attention.

All I ask is the pleasure of your company the next day and your love in return.
posted by Andreas @ 19:58   0 comments
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Sanning...
Äktenskapet medför många plågor, men celibatet medför inga nöjen.

Att verkligt älska innebär alltid att sätta sig själv på spel.

Kärlek är att ge, inte att få.

Svartsjukan är den skugga som kärleken kastar.

Att planera är att flytta framtiden till nutiden så att man kan göra någonting åt den.

Man fattar långsammare sin lycka än sin olycka.

Den första förälskelsen var en lycklig tid - så här i efterhand.

Människor är ensamma därför att de bygger murar istället för broar.

Ett vänligt ord kan hålla en varm hela vintern.

Fånga dagen och lita det minsta möjliga på framtiden.

Om du har bekymmer så bör du veta att de som hör av sig huvudsakligen är intresserade av att få veta detaljerna.

Tårar märker man, men om hjärtat blöder - vem ser det?

Frånvaron gör kärleken vass. Närvaron gör den stark.

Det finns inget annat misslyckande än att sluta försöka.

Kärlek är det enda som inte blir mindre, när man slösar med den.

Hjärtat förblir alltid ungt och kan alltid blöda.

Livet är en blomma och kärleken dess nektar.

Det är ingen konst att vara modig om man inte är rädd.

Vi lever en sekund i taget, och sekunden är just nu.

Om du är ledsen var inte ensam. Om du är ensam var inte ledsen.

Råd ber vi om när vi redan vet svaret, fast vi önskar att vi inte gjorde det.

Döm aldrig i vredesmod! Vreden går över, men domen står kvar.

Vänlighet och kärlek är smittsammare än någon sjukdom.

Lyckan består av olyckor man undvikit.

Det är framtiden jag är intresserad av, eftersom jag ska tillbringa resten av mitt liv där.

Livet kan bara begrundas bakåt men måste levas framåt.

Det är den som går vilse som finner de nya vägarna.

Ju mer du gläder andra desto gladare blir du själv.

Du duger som du är!

Det hus som inte tar emot gäster får aldrig ta emot änglar.

Längtan efter framtiden innebär en önskan att undfly nuet.

Det finns alltid en tredje utväg, bara man är i stånd att finna den.

Den som inte har tilltro till andra, kan inte vinna tilltro hos dem.

Endast den som älskar är fylld av mod.

För att komma till källan måste man simma mot strömmen.

Vi människor längtar efter frihet och oberoende samtidigt som vi strävar efter säkerhet och trygghet.

Det som inte tål att skämtas med, förtjänar sällan att tas på allvar.

Det gäller inte att hitta en flicka som man har lust att gå till sängs med, det gäller att hitta en flicka som man har lust att stiga upp med.

Världen är vackrare när man håller varandra i handen och går tillsammans.

Fall för frestelsen - den kanske inte kommer i din väg igen.

Det enda man med säkerhet vet om framtiden är att det blir allt mindre av den.

Det är en tröst att hösten är så vacker.

Det är alltid förvirrande när fel man säger de rätta orden.

En misstänksam människa avslöjar åtminstone sig själv.

Jag vet vad jag flyr ifrån men inte vad jag söker efter.

Allt som man betraktar med kärlek är egentligen vackert.

En värld utan den människa man älskar, är ingen värd.

När själen är ledsen - gråter kroppen.

Om jag ska tro på något jag inte ser föredrar jag mirakler famför baciller.

Bry dig ej om vad folk i hemlighet tisslar och tasslar. Endast den skuldmedvetne tror att allt gäller honom.

En kvinna är som en skugga - följ henne och hon flyr, fly från henne och hon följer dig.

Ingen dansar nykter, såvida han inte är vansinnig

Tala i vredesmod och du kommer att hålla det bästa tal du någonsin ångrat.

Den som inte hoppas på att vinna har redan förlorat.

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posted by Andreas @ 21:02   0 comments
Killing Time

oftast på tallriken: kött
bästa klubben: Kb i Malmö, Cardinall i Hsb, Skybar i Sthlm, Rumpanbar i Göte
då vet jag att jag är kär: När något saknas
detta gör jag när jag är ledsen: tycker synd om mig själv
hit går jag helst: min säng
bästa presenten jag fått: ett liv av mamma och pappa
älskar att ge bort: humor som drar fram skratten
skor: det har jag ett par
jag spelar: tv-spel och musik
efterrätt: Häagen Dazs glass
dagens lögn: det är snart vår.....
ditt rum är: en lägenhet
din hobby: jobb, träning, vänner
vad är det för veckodag? onsdag
vad åt du senast: Tacsos
vem fick du mail av senast: min chef
vem fick du sms av senast: mobilsvar
senaste bussresa: Malmö Högskola < > Malmö C
manchester eller jeans: jeans
sover du naken: ja
vad gör du när du inte kan sova: skapar poesi
vinyl eller cd: cd
när du blir gammal, bor du i stan eller på landet: landet
hur många dagar i veckan går du på fest: olika
bör stockholm vara sveriges huvudstad: spelar det någon roll?
vad tycker du om lunarstorm: been there, done that
om du jobbade i en tobaksaffär, skulle du sno mobila påfyllningskort om du fick chansen: haha, nej
favoritfilm: The Bridge on the River Kwaii, It's a Wonderful Life, Life of Brian
spelar du i ett aktivt band: nej
skulle du bryta mot lagen om du på förhand visste att du kom undan med 90% säkerhet: tänja på den kanske
hade du kunnat tänka dig att bli polis: ja, men inte nu längre
vem får dig att må dåligt: flera st, men oftast jag själv
klagar du ofta över folk som skriver grammatiska stavfel: Muckar du?
är du ett intellektuellt geni: det beror på vem du frågar
blandar du svenska med engelska när du skriver: yes
vad tycker du om Fredrik Reinfeldt: känner honom inte, men jag hade inte fegat att ta en kaffe och snacka lite.
tittar du på musikbyrån: nej
är du den som avslutar telefonsamtal: ibland
vad gör du om tio år: villa, hund, bil, sambo/fru, mycket resande
vad gillar du för kakor? äter inte kakor
vilken är din favoritpaj? blåbärs paj + vanilj sås
vad äter du helst till middag? kött, finns inget bättre
vem lagar din mat? oftast någon kock på en restaurang, annars jag eller mamma om det är riktigt illa
varför är du inte vegan? varför äter du inte kött?
vad heter dina husdjur? tiger och dammråttan Buse
hur många skor har du? ingen aning
vad har du på dig just nu? arbetskläderna
vad har du för frisyr? ruffs
hur många timmar sov du inatt? ca 4
hur många timmar brukar du sova per natt? ca 4-5
vad vill du ha på smörgåstårtan?
räkor
vad dricker du helst till maten? är det alkisvarning om jag säger vin?
vad dricker du helst på fest? absolut citron varierat med en o annan öl
vad åt du till frukost? må bra bröd, ett ägg
hur många cigg har du rökt idag? inga
vad jobbar du med? tiden blandat med pengar
har du skrivit någon egen låt? en och en halv
vem hånglade du senast med? Vet inte
vem saknar du? X-flickvännen, min hund, farmor & farfar
är du pinsam på fyllan? inte vad jag själv minns
vad stog det i den senaste smset du fick? ring 133 …
vem var det ifrån? Telia skulle jag gissa
skriver du dagbok? ja
vilken färg har du på dina underkläder just nu? Vita med rosa blommor på
vad gjorde du sönder senast? mitt eget hjärta
har du blivit hotad på telefon? ja
vad är det sämsta med p-piller? google ”p-piller biverkningar”
vad var det senaste du köpte? ny mobil
vad har du dåligt samvete för? saker jag inte sa
vad heter dina favoritgosedjur? tiger(som för övrigt är mitt husdjur)
vem kramade du senast? pappa
vad är du beroende av? mat, sömn och närhet
är du sexuellt frustrerad? nej
har du duschat idag? givetvis
vem vet mest om dej? Patrik
vad luktar det just nu? hallon (om jag själv får välja)
posted by Andreas @ 20:41   0 comments
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Dedicated


You are the moment
You are the feeling of something undefined
You are the glimpse of realities realized
You are the tenderness of that misinterpreted word called love
You are the beginning of something I fear to start
I have run from you so many times before
Because each time I get closer
I realize this is the real deal
You are the one I talk about in my words
You are the one I dream about in my fantasies
You are a part of the definition of something I don’t know
Yet know at the same time
I have hidden from this for so long
Yet in the back of my mind
Knew that you are the one that won’t go totally wrong
You are not perfection
You are not the one
You may not even be my destiny
But you are a part of something beautiful
That can occur at any moment
Because you have been falling towards me
And I have been falling towards you
For a long time
This maybe only a moment
Or this can be a beginning
Of something powerful, erotic, and meaningful
Of something tender
I have found a memory I can carry
A home I am safe in
All in the essence of you
Whatever future we are meant to have
Please know
You have meaning
You are one of the definitions of love

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Words Inside


I have so many words tumbling around in my soul
Waiting to leak out, to be heard, to be known
Sometimes I have to take a deep breath
Because the words I have to say are too much for one body to hold
At the same time, I can't let them out
Because I'm tired and have forgot what I'm all about
But I have to confess, I want the words inside to undress
And come out to the world naked and raw
They can't tumble around my soul anymore

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Bruises On His Ego


Blushes on his cheeks
Bruises on his ego
Glad the lighting is bad
Can't see him sink low

Except in his eyes
His pretty blue eyes
Tell the real story
Behind the words I'm fine

And the story is
That she is under his skin
He has no idea why
She makes him feel blind

From all the reasons why
He shouldn't look in her eyes
And all the reasons why
He shouldn't long inside

For something he cannot have
It feels like a crime
Its carving on his mind
After all this time

Of longing for her touch
And dreaming of her kiss
Forbidden’s the word
For feelings like this

Hope she cannot see
The look in his eyes
They reveal a secret
He’s better off letting hide

He'll avoid her stare for days
Won't utter a word towards her name
Until he steadies back his feelings
To the place that they hide

To the place that they hide
Beyond his pretty blue eyes
With bruises on his ego
From the words of that girl
He longs for inside

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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Monday, March 05, 2007
The Real Meaning Of Love


Love is not an intense kiss
It is one that you barely need to touch lips
Barely needs to touch your skin
To feel the emotion behind it
Love is not a tight embrace
It is one you feel even when you are miles apart
Love is not physical sexual contact
It is the simple arousal from just ordinary words
From the English language
Love is not expensive gifts
It is the ones that you make yourself
Or even given orally that touch your lover's life
Love is not about what we see or even what we usually feel
It is what we can barely feel
Like a memory
That makes you ache from deep inside
Love is the home you find in someone
Love is a destiny
No matter how temporary
No matter how small
Nor how big
And if it's ever found
Give it meaning

Credit of C. "Demi'urge" Rodriguez

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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Love Is A Great Search
Love is a great search
Sometimes we are such fools
We let it go without a fight
Sometimes we look too far
When it's right in front of our eyes
And sometimes it's totally blind
Until it's too late to see
We look for love often
But sometimes we look too hard
Sometimes we have to stop looking
To find what we are looking for

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posted by Andreas @ 23:53   0 comments

Unspoken Words

Name: Andreas
Home: Skåne, Sweden
About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel. And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force to be reckoned with. I think birthdays and holidays are special and I think writing is the best way of therapy. I'm honest because I've spent too many years hiding. So if you want to get to know me better, just ask. Or read on.
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