The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
The optimist insists that we live in the best of worlds, the pessimist fears that he is right.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I killed myself
Lyrics for a song I'v been working on, just a scrap.
You know I killed myself when entering the labyrinth of my mind.
Somehow I thought I would be just fine, but then the day came and I didn’t know what’s right and what’s wrong.
I started sing on this song the guitars started to play along.
Can you hear the beat of my heart? The marching beat of something incomplete something is missing.
Where is all the kissing? Where is that gentle touch? Where is that voice that breaks my heart? Where is the girl I cherish so much?
You know I killed myself when entering the labyrinth of my mind.
Somehow I thought I would be just fine, but then the day came and I didn’t know what’s right and what’s wrong.
Let me start to apologize of the things that I sad I hurt you in a way no one ever should have to feel.
I’m sorry for the things that Iv done Trust me if I only could turn back the time knowing what I know today. I would react in a different way.
But now the damage is done I look up at the stars hoping you think of me the way I think of you. Because baby, I’m simply lost without you.
You bring out the best in me, making me feel the way it should be when you can call yourself complete.
I asked for forgiveness once a slap in the face what I deserved. Thank you for making me wake up.
You know I killed myself when entering the labyrinth of my mind.
Somehow I thought I would be just fine, but then the day came and I didn’t know what’s right and what’s wrong.
I fucking hate not being in control But something you just have to trust in time and let it roll. So I look at you today by dear telling you there is nothing here to fear.
Except entering the labyrinth of my mind but if we are together we will do just fine.
I have this feeling inside, I’m so fucking tired but once in my bed. I close my eyes but the eyelids keep flipping. Somehow I don’t fall asleep. It’s a frustrating feeling, think I slept like 7h this week. It’s been quite here lately. I kept myself away from the thinking by just being. But the thing is, every routine has been replaced with a new one and poetry is just words mixed up and they are hard to understand. It’s my words, for someone else they might have a different meaning. Then again, this is my blogg so I write whatever I want :) The new job offer in a foreign country is the new goal right now. Then again writing poetry about work just doesn’t seem to add up. My feelings and thoughts are out. Feel free to judge me, I don’t care;) My diary is kept private. Cool news is all the poetry I written during this time was discovered a few weeks ago and some of it will be converted to music. To hear your own words in lyrics is quite the ego boost :) So M if you read this, thanks for understanding and the time you put in it. It will be hosted on my website and links will follow when the song(s) are completed. All so Linkin Park’s - Leave Out All The Rest on there new album Minutes To Midnight is awesome (the complete album is all so two thumbs up). Summer is coming up and it seems like it will be one of the hottest ever, at least that’s what I’m hoping for. I have this intuition that I have a big order coming in at work today :) Hopefully it will compensate for a slow week. Everything will be better from here on and I feel great(even with the lack of sleep:) and alive. So do you it seems, that’s great news! This weekend will be spent in Stockholm. A good get away as always. So until next time. Big kiss! Over and out.
Come take my breath away, I want you in a special way. There’s a reason for all, Even when you fall. Stand up on your feet, Do you dear making yourself complete? Is it a sin to want something to much, Or that I very much like your touch? Let’s take things slow Get to know me and I might open the door
Can’t sleep. But at least something good came out of it :)
What a wonderful movie. Not only does it get you thinking about your own personal life and the choices we made to get where we are today. But it uplifts the things that matters in life. Nick Nolte plays the strange character Socrates how teaches Dan Millman(Scott Mechlowicze, a new star is born I believe) what’s important in life, live for the moment not the destination. Dan is an A-class student how has everything, the girls, money and of course his dreams. But when he meets Socrate everything changes. Dan had his dream set on win the Olympics in gymnastics. The destination was set but he forgot the journey how to get there. There are many memorable quotes in this movie like:
“Everything has a purpose, even this, and it's up to you to find it.”
“A warrior does not give up what he loves, he finds the love in what he does”
“I call myself a Peaceful Warrior... because the battles we fight are on the inside”
“This moment is the only thing that matters.”
“The journey is what brings us happiness not the destination.”
“The ones who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most.”
“A warrior is not about perfection or victory or invulnerability. He's about absolute vulnerability.”
“There is no starting or stopping - only doing.”
“Where are you? - Here. What time is it? - Now. What are you? -This moment.”
It seriously got my thinking of what I have become and that there are no ordinary moments in life. I give this movie 8/10 and it’s worth your time. Two hours well spend I’d say. I lost a best friend a while back and that person reminded me of Dans character in this movie. I wish there were more I could do but there aren’t. We sometimes during our time start a war on the inside, lucky me I’ve already won mine and know who I am. I always sad you can do whatever you want and only the mind controls you and some have boundrays what’s possible and what’s not. I'm a fighter, What tells you the resualt may come out the same if you try again and again and again? This movie delivers where it should, straight to your heart. In this day of the much necessary age of awareness I HIGHLY recommend anyone who wants to be better and even be the best they can be to go and watch this film..
Name: Andreas Home: Skåne, Sweden About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel.
And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because
in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force
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There are many races in life but in the end the only race is with yourself. Everyone's choice begins with a dream, because with dreams everything is possible.
