The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
The optimist insists that we live in the best of worlds, the pessimist fears that he is right.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
This torture destroys sleep
Det blev vist inte så länge jag var borta. Du tror du är för ung, du har fel. Jag har rätt. Du tror du inte ger mig tillräcklig med kärlek, du har fel. Jag har rätt. Var tvungen o få ut det. Kan inte gå runt och tänka och inte veta att du inte vet. Idag är 1vecka sedan vi såg sist, känns som en evighet :(
Igår satt jag o skrev en massa dikter o detta är en av dem 16 som det blev. Tänker på dig så himla mycket o kan inte sluta, ibland kommer tårarna ofta när jag ska lägga mig. Känner mig så himla olycklig utan dig vid min sida. Tror detta är ett bra sätt att ta mig igenom vad som har hänt och kommer att hända.
I sit here desolate crying Why? What have I done? Don't leave me Not like this There must be a mistake Somewhere I have done nothing wrong or have I? This torture destroys sleep Kills laughter, encourages pain And depression and worry. Just tell me that everything is alright That I have made a stupid mistake That you will love me always And I will be healed of my hurt. Until then I see nothing Hear nothing Feel nothing But the beating of my heart And the throbbing in my brain As I die to everything But the reality That you don't want me. Tell me is this true? You know I would die for you And I would never want to hurt you. You are my first true love And my sunshine on my soul So please come back, Please?
Name: Andreas Home: Skåne, Sweden About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel.
And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because
in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force
to be reckoned with. I think birthdays and holidays are special and I think writing is the best way of therapy. I'm honest because I've spent too many years hiding. So if you want to get to know me better, just ask. Or read on. Visitors: See my complete profile
There are many races in life but in the end the only race is with yourself. Everyone's choice begins with a dream, because with dreams everything is possible.
