The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
The optimist insists that we live in the best of worlds, the pessimist fears that he is right.
Monday, October 30, 2006
This road cross
I’m on this road cross. The one to the right, where a scared man runs. The one to the left, where my heart and love goes. The one straight ahead, witch is a safe road. The one behind me, one fucked up road. For the first time in a real long time I don’t know where to go. For the moment, that road dead ahead seems like a nice choice. Then again I know that’s not the road I want to be heading. If I take the left one, is it the right lane? I’m scared, afraid and uncertain of what I want. This is not me! I’m finally one step closer to what I wanted for all this time when we where apart. You next to me again. Every inch of my entire body and soul tells me I’m heading in the right direction. So why the doubts. Why now? Worst part is I’m not doubting us. But you still are. I think that’s where my doubts comes from. Giving in to something again, and Il be stuck on repeat on the road behind me. Can we put the car in reverse for just abit? So I can go back to that road cross, sit down for just a little while and think. To think about which road is the right one for me. Trust me. I know I’ll be heading down the left one again. But I just have to sit down and realize it. Right now I’m so afraid and scared of being so hurt again. Can you please take my hand and lead me back to the car. Telling me everything is going to be all right this time. I don’t need a promise, just some hope that we will try real hard this time.
Name: Andreas Home: Skåne, Sweden About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel.
And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because
in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force
to be reckoned with. I think birthdays and holidays are special and I think writing is the best way of therapy. I'm honest because I've spent too many years hiding. So if you want to get to know me better, just ask. Or read on. Visitors: See my complete profile
There are many races in life but in the end the only race is with yourself. Everyone's choice begins with a dream, because with dreams everything is possible.
