The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
The optimist insists that we live in the best of worlds, the pessimist fears that he is right.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
The man I have become
There comes a time in every mans life where he should realise that he’s wrong and just walk away. The thing is, once I put mind and heart to accomplish something or given someone else a promise. Its so hard for me to let go. I can’t even remember the last time I told someone that I would do it and didn’t. If you put your heart into something, to make the things around it to glow and shine. Then it's possible to do so, you just have to work on it. Fight for it.. This is how I work. Sure I sometimes have my doubts or wonder where I’m heading. Most of the time I pull myself together even its hard and for fill those promises and dreams. The reason for this is it makes me happy in the end. That’s who I am, not you. But this time, I feel hopeless and powerless. How hard I even try or whatever I do I can’t affect you. This is your time. I can't tell you what to think or feel. You give me so little hope, you don't want to give me false expectations. Let me down once again. You are more worried about me getting hurt again. Damn girl, value me for what I give you. It has taken me seven years to find you. I don’t deserve this nor do you. We are in this together. We can fix it. The pain you are causing us is almost to heavy to carry. I think any normal man or girl would have left by now, I’m quite sure you would have done the same if you where me. Sorry to say, that’s the easy way out. You would be afraid of being hurt again. Not me, I’m ready to raise again. So you see baby, I’m sticking to you. Want to know why? I’m on a steady ground. Your not there yet, but I am. That’s why I know where I’m heading and you don’t. If you just put your heart into this, then a new world will open up. A world you didn’t think existed between us or for yourself. Call me confident or whatever you feel like. Worst part about love is you don't realise what you want until its gone. You know its there, but you don’t understand how much you want it. That’s one road I know I don’t want to take. I'v already waked on it once and I wont do it again. Well.. That’s not entirely true. I will walk it again. If I know you will be there in the end. All I need is hope, love and tenderness to keep going. The ONLY one I want that from is you. So baby, don’t be afraid. Il never hurt you or give you a promise I wouldn’t keep. It's too easy to go crazy, way much harder to stay well. This is the man I have become and the man I'll continue being. This is who I’m. These are the words I chose to express myself. But here we are, so far apart still so very near.
Name: Andreas Home: Skåne, Sweden About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel.
And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because
in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force
to be reckoned with. I think birthdays and holidays are special and I think writing is the best way of therapy. I'm honest because I've spent too many years hiding. So if you want to get to know me better, just ask. Or read on. Visitors: See my complete profile
There are many races in life but in the end the only race is with yourself. Everyone's choice begins with a dream, because with dreams everything is possible.
