The Words That Makes You...And Breaks You: Poetry And Thoughts Bind Together
The optimist insists that we live in the best of worlds, the pessimist fears that he is right.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Today
I miss you, I miss you so badly. I wish there where something I could do to make all this go away. Just to be with you. My love for you is so very strong it’s hard for me not holding on.Today I was browsing through all the nice pictures of us, like I do every time I miss you. But something felt different today, I felt so alone. Could be that I thought of the wonderful time we spent in Ayianapa and I know I want more trips like that. A few tears came along. I was so close to picking up the phone and calling you, just to hear your sweet voice. Just to tell you that you are the world to me. Not knowing what I will hear back form you. Asking how your weekend was. I really do want to know. I pretend everything is all right. To be honest it’s not. I know that somehow all this will go away one way or the other but I can’t imagine it without you. So this is what I do, pretending I’m all right. Smiling when I’m sad, laughing when I’m crying inside. This is how I feel every day. I want to start living again, so suck it up. Everything will be all right.
Name: Andreas Home: Skåne, Sweden About Me: Andreas Zetterqvist, 26 years old, hetrosexual. Three passions are present in my life: music, writing and my gf. Music represents the essence of my being, writing represent the expression of my soul, my gf keeps me sane. Laughter keeps my heart light and intact. Thinking keeps my juices flowing. Friends mean the world to me. But trust is something I give to selected few. No one has 100% of my trust. Very few have something close to it. I don't look like a supermodel.
And I'm fine with that now at this time of my life because
in my own way, I have a beauty that surpasses all these so-called beautiful people. And I'm not being cocky, just showing some much needed confidence. I have a major in network technology, but confined my future with sales. I'm a poet for a few years. I like to think I'm a lot of different things. But for sure I'm a good boy with class, who's a sweetheart and down to earth. But God bless you if you mess with me because I'm a force
to be reckoned with. I think birthdays and holidays are special and I think writing is the best way of therapy. I'm honest because I've spent too many years hiding. So if you want to get to know me better, just ask. Or read on. Visitors: See my complete profile
There are many races in life but in the end the only race is with yourself. Everyone's choice begins with a dream, because with dreams everything is possible.
